26.03.2012

Ok i am true sometimes i miss the old time with you, yes YOU ! I know we were best friends and i thought about it sometimes and it was a nice times a very good time to be true but how the future wanted it the relationship broke and know i have learned to live without a best friend. Sorry for that what i've done it was just a joke i would have never done it just for joking and you thought it was serious seemed i was too serious with that. We both wished and thought it would hold forever that best friend relationship but you lost a second best friend, and that was not what i wanted. I wanted you forever in my life and now it was not forever. The last thing i want to say is...

I'm sorry.

Not one person can break my relationship with my boyfriend ♥

18.03.2012

Watch in the mirror and look how beautiful you are <3
Every person is beautiful in his own way.

04.03.2012

Ok ,there are so many photos of me here ,so let me say a little bit about my life...
As i was a little girl i were really fat, everybody said to me that i should make some sports ,i had two wonderful best friends, as i came to another school everybody of us had different ways, one moved to Mexico, the other has no time anymore, at the new school i had no friends. Every great break i went to the toilet cried for being mobbed and having not one friend. As i got more bad marks from time to time i had to change school.
I have said my parents nothing from mobbing just a girl from my class said it to her mom and she to my mom.
One time my mom came to me and asked me why i haven't said anything of that. I was scared to tell i hadn't known what would happen if i say it. So the summer holidays came, the holiday before changing school, so i decided to try to puke everything out of me. I took many pounds off.
As i came to the new school, everything was different, i had many friends everything tht somebody wants.
But some time, some made a big dispute with me and i hadn't known why, since i were mobbed i got a physical disease so it made so bad that some people asked me if it is normal what i have, cause you could see it.
now i lost many friends... I've done bad things that someone shouldn't do..
The best thing i ever have is my boyfriend, if he left me, i don't know what would happen in te future...
Scared of anything...
The life is for me.. a bad thing.
Many say i am arrogant, but why? I have never spoke like that.
I just don't want to remember my past, I just want to live together with my boyfriend, anything other i don't need.
Everytime i remember the time i were mobbed i could cry a whole ocean.
So just please don't be mean to me if u don't know my past.