04.03.2012

Ok ,there are so many photos of me here ,so let me say a little bit about my life...
As i was a little girl i were really fat, everybody said to me that i should make some sports ,i had two wonderful best friends, as i came to another school everybody of us had different ways, one moved to Mexico, the other has no time anymore, at the new school i had no friends. Every great break i went to the toilet cried for being mobbed and having not one friend. As i got more bad marks from time to time i had to change school.
I have said my parents nothing from mobbing just a girl from my class said it to her mom and she to my mom.
One time my mom came to me and asked me why i haven't said anything of that. I was scared to tell i hadn't known what would happen if i say it. So the summer holidays came, the holiday before changing school, so i decided to try to puke everything out of me. I took many pounds off.
As i came to the new school, everything was different, i had many friends everything tht somebody wants.
But some time, some made a big dispute with me and i hadn't known why, since i were mobbed i got a physical disease so it made so bad that some people asked me if it is normal what i have, cause you could see it.
now i lost many friends... I've done bad things that someone shouldn't do..
The best thing i ever have is my boyfriend, if he left me, i don't know what would happen in te future...
Scared of anything...
The life is for me.. a bad thing.
Many say i am arrogant, but why? I have never spoke like that.
I just don't want to remember my past, I just want to live together with my boyfriend, anything other i don't need.
Everytime i remember the time i were mobbed i could cry a whole ocean.
So just please don't be mean to me if u don't know my past.

1 Kommentar:

  1. Hab einen Blogger Award für dich Teffi ;D
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    Viel spaß damiiit.

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